Showing posts with label prison. Show all posts
Showing posts with label prison. Show all posts

Monday, May 27, 2013

Gay Pastor His Lesbian Wife Are Heads of Church


Most often when couples attend church today in modern times they look to get spiritually fed. While doing some evangelism one day the local church “Tabernacle of Praise Pentecostal Worship Center” located in Cleveland Ohio was out in our neighborhood doing some evangelism. My wife and I had a very nice conversation with a couple of female members so they invited us out to church. Later that week before we made it to church my wife and I both was thinking that there was something wrong with these women, but we could not put our finger on it. We never talk negative about people, but these ladies were something else. The Sunday morning we arrive it was getting clear to us that this church was more accepting than most churches. In front of the church, men was hanging all over men, some was flaming some was very masculine. My wife noticed the same thing about the women, some them was looking like dudes, and some were very beautiful. We get inside, we both look at each other and say “What The Fuck” have we gotten our self involved in with this want to be Christians. This shit is not normal the entire church was either Gay, Lesbian, Trans-sexual, or other, meaning a little bit of this and a little bit of that. Hell the man that stood up to do the praise and worship had a “Fucking Skirt” on with a thong on. His little sweet ass was song about 3 songs, but by the time he was finished with the 3rd song he was filled with something, but is was definitely not “The Holy Ghost”. My wife and I had never in all of our years of going to church seen no shit like this. Now after this “Brother” finished his praise and worship, and after he said “Ushering The Spirit of God” in this place, I just bowed my head shaking it, and mumbling, O’Lawd” in my Bernie Mac voice, his ass “Ushered In” some bad spirits, more than what was already in there. The message on this day was entitled “Accept Your Unique Life”. In the end instead of my wife had a conversation, and we understand that this church was formed to help the transgender men and women function in modern society. Old ways in the old days are just like modern times, “The Jury” is still out on how so call Christian’s treat people with unique lifestyles.

Yes, the Bible speaks against homosexuality, just like it talks about other sins also. I feel we must continue to pray for this world as a hold, and never stop. If God would treat us like “Mankind” we all would be in a bad place. The next time you some of these unbalanced folks put there mouth on someone with “An Issue” they should look deep inside themselves and pray for themselves to think differently about judging their fellow man.

Thursday, September 13, 2012

Love Endowed


Greetings my queen, I want to permanently bestow my Love upon your heart.  I want to donate my heart and emotions so deep inside your soul that all who comes in contact with you will know you belong to me.  Your infectious smile brings joy to my heart. My Love, I have not yet held you in my arms, but in the spirit, I have been holding you for a while. The day you first, looked into my eyes, I know you saw my soul, wanting to commune with yours. Time has past, and I know in your heart, and what you want from me.  Baby you have a natural gift, and ability, to Love me.  Trying to hide your Love, and emotions from a man, who understands, the pain you shared about your past.  The Love in me, that I want to share, is strong in my soul.  Listening to the pitch of your voice, makes me smile at times when it is hard to do. You are so warm, with your spirit, I can only imagine what your heart could be if you were with me.  I see so much about you, you can’t even see yourself.  To know, who you are, I know what you want; I also know what you need.  When we fall asleep at night, and began to dream about being together.  Right now we have to meet in our dreams, and think about what we desire from each other while we are awake.  It has been a long time since I had true Love Endowed; it has been a while, since it was donated the right way.  I get so caught up thinking of nothing but your face that is full of Grace. I dream of holding your face in my hands with your eyes closed, kissing them gently. Making you feel comfortable, with what I have to offer.  Daily, sometimes hourly I think of what your thoughts are. I wonder do you think about me, as I think of Thee.  My photographic memory of your beauty is like, capturing a child’s first step. Being able to remember the Joy I get when I see you in my thoughts.  Ok, close your eyes, and think about the sound of my voice. I am calling your’ name in my sleep; I call you because I think you are with me at all times.  The wisdom, which comes out when you speak, commands my attention, and it makes me want to listen.  Your place is with me, the roll you play is the roll of a life time.  Living are lives as one, joined together.  I want to be with you in heaven, yes I know in spirit, just like I am here with you on earth.  I can’t believe its real, I can’t believe it’s you, I can’t believe what’s happening, I can’t believe true, and can’t believe that you are here with me, and know I am here with you, Baby and now we are here in this time in our lives. I treasure the short time’s; I spend in your presence.  Before you leave me, I am already excited, about the next time, I see you before you go.  Through the night, I feel your fire and there's nothing but you in my mind as you quench me of all my desires of being lonely.  


Let’s endow each other for the rest of our lives.

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Female Pheromones Sweet Smell.....


She single, needy and obviously her pheromones is telling all men she is in need of some TLC “Thick Long Cock”. Its real sad that a female don’t even have to open her  mouth and a man can tell that she has not been in the presence of man for so long, she becomes nervous. You see a woman’s pheromones are just like that of a cat, a skunk, or a dog in heat. The smell is so strong that all the men who walk near her or drive by on the street know that she’s attainable. These pheromones usually are on women who attend worship services of various denominations. Other than church, you got professional women; hell even married women pheromones are fucked up because their husbands are just disinterested, in fulfilling her emotional and physical needs. Sometimes cultural upbringing and religion has a lot to do with that as well. You see “Church Pussy” is real good pussy, because the church women have been taught since their pre-teen years to hold and save their virginity for their husbands. A woman saving herself for husband is scripture but shit, I know some church women would go back in time and fuck their Pastor up telling them that, also the mother of the church pounding that into their spirit every time church doors opened each Sunday. Pheromones of a woman speak to both women and men, now isn’t that some shit that both sexes want some of that hot hole.  This she is so powerful that men and women can be from the same family, and want to Fuck the shit out of cousin Shelly, Uncle mike, grandma is in heat to, don’t get it twisted, yes she still fucking.

You see if you have never smelt the very sexual and passionate essence of a woman’s pheromones, you have not smelt some real mentally metabolic mind altering shit that can fuck you up, just like someone sucking on a “Glass Dick, a.k.a Crack Pipe” for the very first time. The very smell of that “Pussy Secretions” makes me close my eyes just talking about this shit.

Now ya’ll gone make me want to go to church, just to inhale what I have been missing for years. The next time you attend a worship service, or go to a public office building, pay close attention to the body language, and see if you can sense a woman’s pheromones, being active.

This shit applies to men as well……Huh! Men are not excluded a woman can smell, and sense that his Dick is not getting mounted regularly, or his balls played with, nightly, by his bitch and he has not had some real hot aggressive pussy in a long time.

Now close your eyes tilt your head back and inhale!

Saturday, August 4, 2012

Gay For The Stay Trapped IN The Closet


Early Monday morning I was due to be sentenced for my four domestic violence charges, and 2 bricks of dope I had in the trunk of my car. The judge ask me and my attorney to stand, he said Gordo Mendoza I hereby sentenced you to 12 years Federal time and 4 years state time to run concurrent with each other. I said fuck it; I know what I got to do. You see doing what I got to do is getting inside and be a bitch in the pin, for protection. Yeah that means, I would go from beating bitches to being a bitch. You, ask damn it’s like that go from being a hard hit muthafucka on the street that would not think twice about beating the fuck out of bitch until she would pass the fuck out, then rape her, and dry fuck her up the ass. On the streets I had size to intimidate people. Despite my size way, way down on the inside I was a pussy. I am 6 foot 4, 230 pounds of Brazilian and Black muscle. I have always dated, and fucked very beautiful women all my life, but I have a dark side that my family doesn’t know, and I plan to keep it that way. As the bus arrived at Folsom Penitentiary, I know I had to go in this hell hole like am hard and shit. You see no matter how hard you are when you get to the Penitentiary, everybody yelling fresh fish on the line.  You know when you arrive at prison you reflect on your stupid actions that got you to this place. Also what was good about a new arrival inmate they put you in this 60 day holding area before entry into a prison. The reason that this is done so that a prisoner won’t have a nervous mental break adjusting to prison life.

After the sixtieth day, they put me in with my cellmate who is gay as RuPaul, now isn’t that some shit. This nigga saw right through my sweet ass. Here I am thinking I am this hard soldier, was about to give my ass up for protection. This nigga was at least 6 feet 8 inches 275, I tried and tell him, I got bitches on the street, he said and what, that I was not the first Gangsta or the last, that like other niggas, and had bitches.

I said ok, you got to survive while here in this prison, so I was going to be, what they call being “Gay for the Stay”. You see Gay for the stay is while in jail, I’m a bitch, on the street I got bitches. I know that this was not any normal shit, 2 men fucking each other, moaning, and groaning, stroking, and sucking dicks. You see I did not give in right away, but he kept pushing, pushing, and pushing until I gave in. I felt ashamed but I was protected. This big dick nigga would CUM in my ass, and make me suck the shit of his dick and that CUM that would be dripping, I was fucking mess, getting treated just like the women I used to abuse in the street. I guess you can say, I got all my dirt back, and then some.

After many, years of being a bitch on the inside, now it was time for me to get out, but I was more afraid getting out of jail, than when I went in for the very first time. My feminine side came out so strong, I worked real hard on tying to be the Hard Muthafucka, that I was on the streets many years prior. Life just isn’t the same after you have lived a different life on the inside. So when the very nice female, I met online came to pick me up from the yard, she got home and she wanted to fuck.  She had waited for 4 years since she had been with a man, and to wait on me. I pushed her off as long as I could, and she started making comments about be not wanting her hot pussy. This chick could really suck the skin off your dick. In my mind she wasn’t my “Ricky”, you see you judgmental muthafucka’s know this bitch can see, and know I was “Gay for the Stay” while on lock down.  When this chick finish talking so bad about me, I just blurted out I want dick bitch not your clit. There I was out of this dark closet that I have been hiding in for years.

After all the dirt I had done in my life, I had to face reality that while in prison, I thought I was going to be “Gay For The Stay”, but yet I was gay along covering it all up by fucking a lot of women, and beating them up, because the abuse meant, I had power, but really I had no power at all.
The moral of this story is, the next time that one of you bitches, plan to be a “Pin Pal”, with an inmate, you better pay close attention that his ass is not “Trapped In The Closet”. You can never be just “Gay for the Stay”, You was Gay before you went in, and Gay on the way out.

Monday, August 1, 2011

DL


Many years have passed and he wonders how long he will last before he caught something that would stop him in his tracks. He has been working on both sides of the fence since his preteen years and way after his tears stopped from the mental pain he used to be in. You see in the beginning he was a real HO, fucking women all over town. Oh! Shit wait I forgot to tell you his name, is Cobi Stanton from “Butt Fuck” Illinois, on the south side of Chicago. Cobi at the age 12 he started his sexual appetite fucking on an average of 3 girls a week. You see what made Cobi so Unique at age 12 he had a cock that was 7 inches before his erections of Penis destructions of the young pussy’s he would begin destroying. So, check it can you imagine that if a cock is 7 inches, before it is a least 13 inches after stimulation. Yeah! Cobi just had to get in some pussy, he didn’t really care, but he was a product of a horrific gang rape of his mother. I guess the many sprits of CUM that was shot deep into his mother, out came is Demonic child Cobi with a big dick, and the same demonic spirit of “Whoever” his daddy was during his mother’s ordeal. Early in life Cobi showed his aggression, also his very predatory spirit, I know for a fact those spirits wanted to feed, so he did. Cobi did not care that his 12 year old, man size dick was fucking up these young girls’ minds as well as breaking down their vaginal walls. Ok, let’s, take this story 13 year into the future; Cobi is a full grown good looking predator, smooth, half black and half Puerto Rican. Cobi Stanton is a Ladies Man and a “Mans Man” yes I said it, Cobi’s ass go both ways. Cobi likes the “Clit” and the “Stick”. One day Cobi, always known for being a lady pleaser but he want to cross the water and get a sample of what he was given to the world. In the mist of Cobi, emotionally and physically turning women out on his dick that literally cast spells on the women he was meeting. That big Dick was running real deep putting these bitches to sleep. Anal sex began to be more enjoyable than the pussy. For a little while Cobi was known as the “Pussy Man” but latter he was the “Stick Man”. Speculation over the years that some folks was saying they had seen Cobi in, or near Gay clubs, was found to be true. Cobi’s appetite changed and it caught up with him, Cobi was on the DL (Down Low), and women, was coming up with various STD’s including Aids. Ok, the rabbit hole is about to get a little deeper, Cobi also was into Bestiality, and his favorite dog of choice was big body dogs, so that they could take his dick, now isn’t that some shit.
The moral of this story is….So many men with big Dicks that start licking “Clits” but end up liking all types of pussy and ass, be careful riding a dick bareback, and do a little research on the Dick, before you ride that mother fucka, oh yeah to you ladies who like giving your muskrat Cat(Musty Pussy) away. Ladies that brother on the DL will not have a sign on his chest, but what I do know a man can be a carrier of a disease and not have that shit….Protect your shit, cause a “Straight Dick” or a dick on “The DL” don’t have no conscience.