"YS" Young Slut Project Ho Turned Out at 13 Fucks Her Son!

I was raped and tongue fucked by my aunt at the age of 13, I really enjoyed getting my young pussy licked real well before I was ever had dick beating my little tight slut hole. Since then I continue to be more fucked up then I was before, but now after being introduced to some real freaky shit early in life I just can’t get enough pussy and dick. In society a lot of people hear about little white bitches, getting raped at an early age. I am here to tell you I am a young little mentally fucked up bi-racial half black and half Pilipino bitch now isn’t that some shit. It started years ago, both my mother and father was gone all the time, and “The Projects” had a way of breaking the pussy and the dicks of many of the youths in those days. My pussy was always hot, I remember at the tender age of 5 I use to stick small objects up in my Enfamil drinking ass pussy. As I got older I realized that this spirit of perversion was in my blood line, but even after figuring that out it had no change in my mind, and that all I wanted to do was to get fucked real hard in my pussy, my ass and get my clit beat up from the toys I had, oh yeah I was taught how to “Squirt” all over who was doing whatever they wanted to do to my young hot hole. I really did not give a fuck after getting raped. I never told my parents, because they did not give a fuck anyway, SO daddy’s little girl was a “Real Slut”. You know because of my soft brown skin, my pussy stayed real red all the time. By the time I was 20 years old my son was seven, and he and I had so much fun together since we was so close in age, despite what I was doing behind closed doors. At the age of 15 my son was big a strong, he was 6 feet tall, he was built very nice with a size 14 shoe. Yes it is true about the shoe size. My son had a real big, thick, long and un-circumcised dick, that I would be in bed masturbating thinking about my own child, and I could not help myself, but just a thought of his dick made we so fucking wet. I was known as the “YS” a.k.a “Young Slut” I was so far out there I did not care how old, male, female, and I did it all. I would swallow a man’s nut, or if he asked I would lick his wife’s pussy, or let her lick my pussy, while he dry fuck her up her ass, Hell I have even been ganged raped, and enjoyed every bit of it. There had come a time and this “YS” did not have anybody that wanted this hot bi-racial pussy as much as they did in my early years. One day mama’s big, little man, and also my protector would do anything to protect his mother. This particular evening Derrick was in the shower, and when I heard the water turn off, and I know he was leaving the bathroom, so I went in and said oh, baby mama is so sorry for coming in on you, Derrick, said it’s ok mom, as she looked at her own flesh with so much lust, and desire, remember she had seen her son’s dick since he had gotten older, and she wanted it. After she had walked in the restroom, she had ask her son to put some lotion on her back, after she got out of the shower, Derrick , said sure mom. You see She had a plan to take, what she created to bed for her own selfish pleasure. After she took a shower, she went back to her room and she call her son to come in her room and rub some oil on her, but Derrick did not have time to get dressed from his shower, so Derrick and his massive young 15 year old cock , started rubbing oil, all over his mother back, and other parts, to the point she was getting real hot. Derrick started on her back, legs, and feet, then she told her son mama was going to turn over and she wanted him to rub oil all over her big 38 double D’s. Before Derrick had could figure it all out he had rubbed ever inch of his mother body, including her hot round ass, and near her very hot hairy pussy that had started to drip with excitement. Before Derrick knew it, his mother had grabbed the oil, and she began to rub and stroke his dick, like she used to do the many men she had fucked over the years. This “YS” grabbed his dick at the base, and as she stroked it, she begin to suck his dick, and she was able to take that shit to the back of her throat. After that she had licked his ass. Can you imagine how a 15 year old boy felt having his dick sucked so Gould and by his mother. “YS” not only sucked his dick, but she put 2 of her fingers in his ass, as she sucked his 15 year old man size dick at the same time, was just something else to keep his attention, so he would keep satisfying his mother. “YS” said Derrick, he said yes mom, in between him moaning, and breathing real hard, “YS” said Derrick it’s time to Fuck mama, real hard, and real deep, so that she could go to sleep. After getting his dick, sucked and stroked so good, mama had told Derrick to let her put a cock ring on him because she need him to last, and then CUM in mama’s hot hole, Derrick fucking his mother, his mind was fucked up, but he said, at least I fucked my mother, and that was ok in his mind.

You see, “YS” was licked, fucked and violated at an early age, so she had convinced herself it was ok to fuck her son, and continue to pass the spirit of conversion down to the next generation. So the next time you think that fucking your mother, or getting your pussy licked, by a man and a woman, just think what could have pushed this person this far, even though it is some real crazy shit, don’t judge the next bitch until you see yourself looking in the mirror.

Who did you fuck, or suck, you don’t have to tell nobody, it’s your secret, you think, let’s CUM together bitches.

The Cookie A Man's First Taste Was His Mother

 From the womb, men have been destined to taste the “Cookie” for the first time.  A male child has desires for the taste what he does not even know.  That taste is so indescribably awesome, and can take his breath away.  The first taste is so addictive, and once it has been achieved the male child wants, it each time the thought enters his mind.  It is sad but true the first taste was from his own mother. Even if the child was born by cesarean, he was close enough to smell the cookie, what he has never tasted before.  Hormones in all foods that are fed to this male child are impossible for him not to get it.  The mother first eats the hormones in various foods that are passed through the breast during feeding.  The formulas, for children even have the hormones in them, to further increase the mental and physical maturity. Boys as early as 5 years of age, desire sexual satisfaction, and have a natural thirst for this desire that will never leave their hearts, or minds.  The desires, is to constantly attain this taste, is like a Bat needing to feed for what he feels he needs for survival.  The feeding is never enough, the more he gets the more he wants.  One specific feeding ground gets old, and he desires other feeding grounds.  The feeding of these desires turns into breeding.  When the male child turns 9 or 10 years of age the desires intensifies, to the point he begins to do things different.  The difference is he begins to be concerned about his hygiene.  Simple things as taking a bath on a regular basis, and asking one of his parents to purchase cologne. The male child wants to smell good. He knows at his young age that a scent of a male can capture the attention of a woman to further his need to be inside a cookie.  There is a spirit of possessiveness that begins to take place.  The possession is like finding a gold mine, he stakes his claim on a woman, and that he thinks he has the right of passage over her cookie.  Knowing that the cookie is really hers, but in his young warp mind it belongs to him.  In the mind of this preteen he is king over the various cookies he enters.  The cookie owners have said they have no idea that they know what the cookie do to a man. That is so far from the truth, they know. A male child matures in some since of the word, he learns, more about himself, and his body.  His level of understanding about the cookie, and how it makes him feel, has come full circle.  A man’s skills, to invoke the woman’s mind to give him what he needs become second nature.  Various moves while performing various sex acts enhances a man’s ability to get the cookie again, and again.  A man will continue to change his cookie partners, throughout his life.  Over a man’s lifetime, the cat and mouse game for the sake of the cookie, get very interesting.  Sometimes the man and the woman use the power of their organs to attain, material possessions.  Cars, purchased, mortgages paid, personal debts, etc. The only way a woman will ever understand the power of her cookie, is to become a man.  The ethnicity and the external physical make up may have a grave impact on this process of getting some cookie.  Men have desires for different flavors of cat that will make him just explode with excitement.  The flavor or the color of the cookie owner intensifies the orgasmic explosion, of his climactic session of his individual expression, with the giver.  The power of a cookie makes a man creative side comes into play.  A man will desire to use helpful, toys, oils, to help them both boil, with excitement.  Some religious and non religious men have problems with even thinking about going to purchase any such tools.  Even, with suggestions from their wife or girlfriend who would like it.  A woman asking, or hinting does not mean a man can’t handle his business, during an intimate moment?  What it means is she wants more excitement and wants to enhance the moment.  This could also mean she has had someone in the past that could hit the bottom, of her hot canal, and fill up her hot hole all the way up.  A man has to know which situation he fits in.  Couples that may be experiencing sexual frustration can fix that problem for as little as $7.95 cents.  For $7.95 can only fix or enhance what the two of them already have going on at a specific time.  This toy is known as “The Bullet”.   Some men go through life thinking that they can really lick or stick a cookie better than any other man walking.  One thing a man should “NOT” do is to ask a specific cookie giver, is he the best she never had.  Well, I am sorry to tell you that there are men out there that will put a particular man to shame with their skills.  Your wife or girlfriend has run across a man like this in their life time.  Before you she has had a few or many, it really does not matter.  If a man asks that question, he should be ready for the answer.  A lot of times a woman will not save your ego, and she will speak the truth, and “Rip” your heart out right out of its socket.  You’re wife or girlfriend doesn't want to hurt you, but hey you asked. So men, you want to stay away from that question.  Okay, take a walk with me about fixing, or enhancing the cookie session.  Get your girl to lie down and close her eyes on the bed.  Begin kissing her closed eye lids, then taking your fingers, and lightly running your hands on both sides of her neck.  Doing this will definitely make her tingle all over. Change what part of the body you will touch.  Don’t just automatically go to the chest.  While kissing you’re boo passionately, and gently touching her breast with your hands will have her moaning, and squirming for more.  Take out your new toy, you purchased for $7.95 and push the little button on the top, and place it gently on and off of her “Clit”.  At this point during the cookie session, she will begin to grab your “Rod” of ecstasy.  As, the “Clit” continues being stimulated, your partner will get so wet, and may even cum, before you get inside the hot cookie.  Now, come around in front of her, and continue rubbing her “Clit” with one hand.  With the other hand, slowly rubbing the head of your rod, in and around her very wet cat.  When she is at a point of no return, thrust yourself deep inside, back and forth, your wife or girlfriend will cum, back to back, a guaranteed to scream, an breath hard.  Your wife or girlfriend will be so satisfied with the added member to the family.  Men of various backgrounds sometimes have trouble keeping it real about, the cookie and its power.  Sometimes, religion, or man made rules and regulations make some men shut down, and not discuss the desires, or concerns.  The cookie over the years have even made men even commit murder.  Remember a man try’s and stake his claim on something that is not even his.  Also the cookie has even destroyed governments, and city officials. Pastors and elders in the various Christian churches have closed churches.  Souls have been sold to the devil for the sake of the cookie.  A cookie over time has caused family’s pain and turmoil.  A man being married, and his flesh is week, and being faithful does not even enter his thought process anymore.  The reason a man fail is, his communication with his wife stop. To help stop or slow down, cookie seekers is to talk.  If things get board, talk about what you can do to fix it.  

Mind Fuck Who Can Do It Better Men or Women?

Communication between men and women is truly an art of who can “Mind Fuck” who first and the best. The many forms of deceit have not changed but the words of delivery have gotten more effective and distasteful over time.  The game was first presented into existence in the Garden of Eden.  Yeah you guest her name was “Eve”. You know the story man was given instruction, but “Eve’s” began the deceit of convincing man what God said wasn’t anything, but hey Adam was like modern day man.  Pussy and that ass “Eve” had been able to deceive my boy Adam.  The cold thing about the spirit of deception is it will come from a woman who, a man would not think in a million years would do it to him. Over the years, women are so well with deception, that women have been sent to do a man’s job, because statistics have shown that a woman can do it more effectively, and faster. Women with the history of being a “Good Girl” have gotten in on it to, and yes even the saved sisters in the church.  Don’t get me wrong part of the deception is to continue to “Mind Fuck” you, but also to have you to believe yes, I am your wife, your girl friend, and baby I am in your corner, and I will not treat you like the women in your past, ha! You can believe that shit, if you want to.  If you listen really well the deception is in the words, before it is ever put into action.  It is truly sad that it appears that men and women get together; there is always some shit the game from the woman or the man.  Women have made choices to deceive a man, or men even if he is treating her with the upmost respect and care, and doing what I call “The man thing. You know doing what he is supposed to do for his queen, even if her ass is foul, Falkland, fake, you get the point.  Women have been deceiving men so long despite how she feels on the surface, he is just going to be used and abused in the worst way.  Slow deception, or o.k. as a slow “Mind Fuck” which is worst because it has a long lasting effect. The soft caring, or concerned voice she has have made men feel comfort, but little that he knows that the tender responsiveness to heal his last pain will be 10 times worst than what he has experienced because his last abuse was more anger than compassion.  One different is that the angry spirit speaks the truth, and will not hide.  What you see is basically is what you get.  A man over time began to think that this type of behavior is normal, and he will get it confused, if it is love, or what. He really does not know but he stays, and stays.  He began to justify the behavior of his wife or girlfriend, and agree with it, by continuing to stay in the hostile environment.  If you have ever got a chance to sit down with a man who is currently going through this or have gone through it, it is something to listen to.  The manipulator over time gets stronger, because in their sick twisted mind, it becomes a game, of continued mind control over an individual.  Studies show that the reason is to get the power first over the mind, then after that the money and the other, is a cake walk.  The manipulator sometimes is born, and others are developed, and groomed into the position, by choice.  Deception is form of affection with protection is a form of rejection with no expression to guard your heart that will always keep you apart in the dark and even in the morning light.  I can tell you better than I can show you, was inspired by true situations, of many across the world, who has been manipulated.  See if you can, put yourself in the story line.  Pay close attention, your manipulator may not want to read this story, because they will be exposed, of who they really are.  Yes I did call your wife, girlfriend, or significant other a manipulator.  Take a walk with me and see how this story unfolds, and you make the decision for yourself, and evaluate if you are being truly loved, or are you being “Mind Fucked”, in the worst way known to man, now let’s go, don’t talk, just listen, the next time you are talking, check the subject matter, and how it is being delivered, and are you being FUCKED.

What Resonate's In You? Do You Understand Is It Demonic or Human?

These Demons’ that resonate deep inside me, and I know nothing but what transmits to my thoughts. I have been labeled and tagged with diagnosis that may or may not fit who or what they can see who I am really, it’s not me at all, or maybe it is me and then some. Imagine, your body, is that of a little boy, or a little girl, but your thoughts are that of a full grown mature human, but you are confused on what to say and what to do. Anger sadness, demonic sex issues, and fetishes with food, to the point of it all being just so hypnotic is a task, only those who struggles, with these things or similar. You reading this blog, I know you have reflected about what you have been rejected from, or have had confusion on, who you are. You and others who can identify with self Plausible Deniability of what the fuck is really going on will remain lost and hidden from family, friends. Things That Dwell in you or your very acceptance of where you are does not make us abnormal, but it makes us who we are. Knowing who we are, or knowing we can only be what are in our power. Expectations of others can be great, but we can’t think we are something less if our success is not yet that if theirs appears to be greater. I have let others expectations, of my success resonate thru me, but I can only be me. I am thankful for the support, I have gotten over the years, but I will get there when it is my time.

If you are, you are, if not you’re not, just be the best in the place, of acceptance and try very hard to attain what you feel you are missing. Become “One” with “You” and always continue to seek your destiny, on the journey that never ends. Having “Knowledge” without “Substance” can only allow you to self centered. The journey of a “Man” or a “Woman” is not measured on how far they can travel, but on how many they can empower them on their journey.

Clouded Thoughts Do You Have Them and Can You Change!

Tears have no race, no gender, touch or voice expressions with your own digestion of what or who you was told what really describes your character is just emotional bullshit, handed down by your guardian. Emotional confusion is just an illusion to hide or destroy your existence for what future has in store for you, and who you may become as a man or a woman. If grandmother or grandfather had no idea what the fuck they was doing well how in the fuck would your mother and father would know what, or how to teach you a particular way of life. There is a cycle or life pattern that needs to be changed so we do not remain complacent where a lot of men and women are. Emotionally and genetically if we have a guardian that is genetically and emotionally fucked up then our kids who turn into adults one day, and this cycle of a fucked up generation continue. Sometimes the guardian or parents are sound minded and understand life and attempt to raise the kids correctly, but somewhere there is a reason some are stuck. I work hard daily on getting “Un-Stuck”. Over time people suffer with Mental illness, feelings of suicide, multiple sex partners, or even drugs.

Get un-stuck if you can identify that you are, evaluate the place that you are in, and if your ass have not made any progress, or you are mentally, and financially in the same place, then your ass is stuck in a time warp. No one can fix you, get professional help, or let someone who has a desire to help you, let them do just that. That person can be a man or a woman, they will not say what you want them to say, but is what you need to hear. Some shit you will not understand, but learn to “PROCESS IT”. Change is good, and don’t fear what you need.

Say it…..Yes I Can, Yes I Can, Yes I Can.

Killer With A Smile

As I struggle day and night trying not to fall asleep thinking about what I do in my dreams. My dreams changed from the reality of what I have desire to do while I am fully awake. As these dead sleep humans walk by me looking at me trying to see if fear them but what they can’t see is that I have killed before, and the thirst have never been removed from my thoughts and imagination. You see I’m passive by nature dealing with men, and in my personal relationships with women, but I will “FUCK YOU” up. My favorite choice of weapon of choice is a “Glock”. I remember early, when I killed for the very first time, it felt good, because I was in control. As the laser from my weapon made contact with the upper portion of his shoulder, I am so skilled that I saw the ligaments separate from his arms, and the blood splatter, as it the air, and the wind blew the smell of his blood and his fear down my lungs, I smiled turned around walked away. You see once you get a taste of killing, it’s like pussy, or crack for the very first time you will never forget.

You see I must stop, because you got “Profilers” that try to figure out how a cold and calculated killer with a face and charisma that can blend in at any level I choose. So the next time you make friends, or associate with someone, check them before they kill you.

Signed by “The Perfect Killer”

Split Personality How Many Dwell In You, There Is 3 In Me! "Erotic""Angry Fuck" and "Passive"

The 3 of us share one space in this lonely mental, yet physical place of this mind and body I did not ask for. Early in our existence on the surface, the spirit that took control was calm, yet full of rage and anger, and wanted to kill. There is little difference of who remains in control, or the particular position, but the mission is to not allow no one to understand which one us demonic muthafuckas you will get on any given day of the week. The passive aggressive, yet humble will fuck you up and have no recollection of what we have done. Early on being inside this mortal body was a challenge due to the lack of space we shared. All of us have child like characters, seeking emotional acceptance, and validation. Now isn’t that some shit a spirit that seeks validation, but doesn’t care about what it will do to you if you push one of us too far. We have been able to co-exist, because we have learned to get alone, and still struggle, for position, and the on-going competition of “Ruler”. At the tender age of 5, is when I realized at that time who was in control. Let me introduce you to “Erotic” his ass showed up, and wanted to “Feed” like the “Day Walker” in the “BLADE” trilogy. When I say feed, he had to attempt to get inside of her on the first day of school. Just imagine that on the outside shell was a 5 year old boy but “Erotic” forget that his behavior should be that of a 5 year boy, but he did not give a fuck, he wanted to CUM. Cumming is that acceptance, we talked about, and it makes him feel good, and then his ok, until he has a build up again, before he has to get fulfillment again. Now let me introduce you to this next muthafucka “Erotic” calls “Angry Fuck”, Angry is more twisted than “Erotic” because “Angry” hare dual “Split Personality Disorder”. Angry has continued mood swings, with both, large and small issues that come up. Now close your eyes and imagine “Erotic” and “Angry Fuck” going off at the same time, let me just say we have shared the same space, and it was very nice to share space with him. Now this third spirit is “Passive”, he stays in a place that blends in with “Erotic” and “Angry Fuck”.

When, you meet us, make certain you greet us, and understand us, and do not and try to deceive us, or you will experience all 3 that resides inside of this mortal body. “Erotic”, will continue to seek as much acceptance, and validation, as he can get. “Angry Fuck” will continue with these various mood swings, like being hot and cold, and “Erotic and Angry Fuck” will continue to deal with “Passive” until, we can find another spirit that wants to cohabitate with us.

So the next time you are looking in the mirror, look deep into to the eyes that are looking back at you and see if there is more than one muthafucka, you are dealing with, everyone has more than one spirit dwelling inside, check yours.