He isn’t shit, he doesn’t work, and he won’t wash his ass unless he wants to, he won’t even help you clean up your house, but you love him. You are very attractive physically, you work, but you have low self esteem is low, and your mind id fucked up, but you will do any and everything for him. You are so fucked up; you deny your own existence. You have kids, and get no help from their father, but you want your kids to call that person daddy who gets in and out of your bed when he wants to. You sold your kids TV so you could buy that man a video game, but your kids can’t even play it. When he comes over you make your kids go to bed, no matter what time it is, but you love the ground he walks on. You make Love to him, in your mind, but he fucks you just like trick, but you love him. You make him feel special, but he disrespect you, but you love him, and you say he’s going to change, but its been 6 years. You cook him “Steak” but your kids eat “Noodles”, they ask you why, and you say you better be glad I gave you noodles. They feeling are hurt, but you don’t care. You tell them he’s going to be your husband one day, after he “Beat” you black and blue. He’s so lazy, after he finish “Doing His Business” on you, you get up quick, to clean his “Dick” before you clean up and take care of yourself. Instead of him holding you, you stand up over him on the side of the bed, just in case he want’s something from you.
Oh! I forgot to mention, not only is he not yours, but he’s married, and you are girlfriend #3. Oh! I’m sorry “Servant” #3, you see if you are doing any of the above you get exactly what you accept. Now you “Aint Shit” just like him, but you have no expectations, so get nothing in return. In the process you destroy your kids and yourself, and you are teaching them how they should treat a woman or the women that will meet. A woman is part of the problem, but should be part of the solution. Its not your fault he’s fucked up and have fucked up ways. But you are part of the reason, he stay fucked up if you keep allowing this man or any like him to treat you like SHIT.
Ladies please, have expectations for yourself, and from the person you allow to be in your life, even if he is married, you set the boundaries of what you allow. If all you want is some dick, keep it like that. You get the dick, he gets the pussy, you keep your money, and he keeps his. When you put it out there you want money the game changes. Teach your kids something different from what you have experienced or have allowed……Let me hear from ya’ll, don’t be quite on this one.
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