Til' U Do Right By Me

LOVING YOU IS STUPID, BECAUSE I KNOW YOU NEVER REALLY LOVED ME. STUPID-TONI BRAXTON


There are many definitons for ABUSE 1. to use wrongly or improperly; misuse 2 to treat in a harmful, injurious, offensive way 3.to speak insultingly, harshly, and unjustly to or about; revile;malign. 4. to deceive or mislead.


There are many forms of abuse verbal. physical, sexual, mental. 


Ladies sometimes we as woman take much more than we have to from men. We see the signs of the above early on in the relationship and decide to deal with these "little" things because we don't want to be alone, or because we think he's fine, Or because he gives us money or simply because he has a big dick and for those few minutes he makes you feel good. I used this line  from Toni's song because it says  I KNOW you never really loved  me. Loving someone who doesn't love you is stupid. I know we sometimes cannot help who we fall for and when it's not reciprocated it's hard but why keep that flame burning? When you factor in abuse, well for me that is an automatic ,Get the fuck on! Kick rocks. I cannot understand and perhaps it's not for me to understand taking any kind of abuse that you have control of.

Ladies if he slaps you once, he will again. A real man will not touch you no matter how angry he gets.If you allow him to get away with it he will try you again and again until it becomes the norm. He's sorry and you're fucked up IT IS NOT ALL RIGHT TO LET A MUTHERFUCKA POUND ON YOU!!! Under any circumstance, there is no excuse. If you are like me then you face possible jail time. Because I will bash Mr. head in and wait for heaven later.  If you are not this type. Do not give him another chance, to possibly do more damage.


If he is constantly worried about your whereabouts, those are his insecurities. Do not allow him to alter your life. Do not allow him  to dictate to  you who your friends can be and where you can and cannot go. You are able to make those  grown woman decisions for yourself. Some mistake this controlling behavior for  him "caring" about you., but that's bullshit. He wants you under his thumb at all times and he is more than likely doing some ill shit himself and don't want yall to end up in the same space.


If he calls you out your name and makes you feel badly about yourself, or constantly tells you how he is the only one that wants you. Leave that ass alone! Believe me he is not the only one. Again these are his issues and he can only make himself feel good by putting you down.Do not feed into his bullshit. I realize not everyone is as quick at the mouth as I am but if you cannot verbally take his ass down a peg, then use this time to defend yourself. You are not a bitch, you are not ugly, useless, dumb, stupid or whatever else he comes up with and  let him know you do not appreciate this. He will eventually leave you alone because he will realize that his bull won't fly.


If he wants sex and you say no. Then it's NO!!!!. If he forces himself on you then you have been raped hon, and you need to be making a police report.


These punk ass predators, I  won't say men. Prey on women with low self esteem. They will sometimes try a woman who has her shit together but they will quickly give that shit up. Trying to " break" her or "train" her is too much work. They will come with the wine and roses in the beginning. Everything will seem right out of a fairy tale. But it will all change up soon. Ladies when you see the signs don't ignore them, because the shit don't get no better.If  you are having any doubts fall back!!! Because if your gut tells you this mutha is crazy, guess what? He probably is!

Your Mother Fucked Me, But Let Me Explain....

I came by to see you, you weren’t home, and I told your mother I would come be back. She said no, but she insisted that I wait. Your mother told me to come sit in the den with her. I’m thinking she wants to pick me for information concerning our relationship. So as I’m sitting there with your mama, watching TV, she would ask me one question after the other. She ask me was I thirsty, I said no thank you Ms. Thomson, she said don’t call her Ms. Thomson, she said call her Angie, I just looked at her and said ok, Angie. Your mother went back N forth with trying to keep me, from leaving. So when she asks me if I wanted something to eat, I said yes. Angie, I mean your mama said give me a minute, she had to go to her room, for something. Baby when your mother came back she had took off her work clothes, and got comfortable, as I mumbled underneath my breath (Damn) Ms. Angie got a banging ass body. After Angie got comfortable in her favorite gown, and a glass of wine, she was good and relaxed. I was hungry, so I went and sat in the kitchen, and Angie offered me a drink, as she cooked me some deep fried pork chops, fried okra, with some wild rice. After I ate, and had a few drinks, Angie ask me did I want desert, I said if it’s not a problem, she said you just sip this drink, I got you, when she came back, you all know what happened. Ms. Thomson, I mean Angie came back into the den with a white silk rob on, her big breast was oiled up smelling real good if my memory serve me correctly, she had on some Dolce Cabaña Light Blue.

After Angie open her rob, gracefully and seduced the fuck out of me. I remembered her whispering in my ear, I want to see my daughter happy, but I know I wanted to suck your dick, and fuck you real hard. So Angie said just layback and enjoy this good pussy, I won’t tell if you won’t. He said ok, I know it is wrong, but my dick is hard and you got me wanting your sexy ass. Angie, started sucking my dick, and after she got on top of me, all I remembered was how hot Angie’s pussy was, as she kissed me all over. She got back off my dick and then put it in her mouth, as the front door opened, and it was my baby, I bust my nut all in her mouth, Angie licked up, like this shit was normal. I guess you can say I was trapped in the closet.

The moral of this story is that a “Stiff Dick” has no conscience, and a young wet pussy can be deceived the same way and men and woman knows when a man or a woman’s with weak flesh. So the next time your girls mother ask you for something to eat, you better take your ass home, or you could end up the main course on the menu. Or the next time your man’s father want to do to many things for you, you better, just say No, because your boyfriends dad, will offer you some dick to go with that money his ass is going to give you….…This is some real shit.