The 3 of us share one space in this lonely mental, yet physical place of this mind and body I did not ask for. Early in our existence on the surface, the spirit that took control was calm, yet full of rage and anger, and wanted to kill. There is little difference of who remains in control, or the particular position, but the mission is to not allow no one to understand which one us demonic muthafuckas you will get on any given day of the week. The passive aggressive, yet humble will fuck you up and have no recollection of what we have done. Early on being inside this mortal body was a challenge due to the lack of space we shared. All of us have child like characters, seeking emotional acceptance, and validation. Now isn’t that some shit a spirit that seeks validation, but doesn’t care about what it will do to you if you push one of us too far. We have been able to co-exist, because we have learned to get alone, and still struggle, for position, and the on-going competition of “Ruler”. At the tender age of 5, is when I realized at that time who was in control. Let me introduce you to “Erotic” his ass showed up, and wanted to “Feed” like the “Day Walker” in the “BLADE” trilogy. When I say feed, he had to attempt to get inside of her on the first day of school. Just imagine that on the outside shell was a 5 year old boy but “Erotic” forget that his behavior should be that of a 5 year boy, but he did not give a fuck, he wanted to CUM. Cumming is that acceptance, we talked about, and it makes him feel good, and then his ok, until he has a build up again, before he has to get fulfillment again. Now let me introduce you to this next muthafucka “Erotic” calls “Angry Fuck”, Angry is more twisted than “Erotic” because “Angry” hare dual “Split Personality Disorder”. Angry has continued mood swings, with both, large and small issues that come up. Now close your eyes and imagine “Erotic” and “Angry Fuck” going off at the same time, let me just say we have shared the same space, and it was very nice to share space with him. Now this third spirit is “Passive”, he stays in a place that blends in with “Erotic” and “Angry Fuck”.
When, you meet us, make certain you greet us, and understand us, and do not and try to deceive us, or you will experience all 3 that resides inside of this mortal body. “Erotic”, will continue to seek as much acceptance, and validation, as he can get. “Angry Fuck” will continue with these various mood swings, like being hot and cold, and “Erotic and Angry Fuck” will continue to deal with “Passive” until, we can find another spirit that wants to cohabitate with us.
So the next time you are looking in the mirror, look deep into to the eyes that are looking back at you and see if there is more than one muthafucka, you are dealing with, everyone has more than one spirit dwelling inside, check yours.